Nov
6

Surprise!!!

Posted by Fhutrie

Selama 3hr berikutnya gitu terus :( hr sabtunya suami dah janji sm nyokapnya mo krmh kakaknya,tp krn badanku ga enak+eneg +agak pusing+mual (pokoknya lemes bgt, kyk mo sakit gt), jd di cancel deh en blg knyokapnya ga jd hr ini keadaan ku gt…

Eh tiba2 nyokapnya bilang,”ngidam bukan? Coba besok beli test pack yg murah aja dulu, ngetes nya pas pagi2, pake air kencing pertama”.. Aq ma suami kaget, lho kok bs mertua ngom gitu yah?? Sebenarnya perasaan qt deg2anho’oh, ga nyangka bgt kalo beneran :D

Sorean qt berdua keluar cari mkn, sekalian beli test pack :D meski deg2an en ga percaya tp pengen tau nya juga ada :”> Duuuh kpikiran terus, klo bener, dah siap blm ya?tp cepet2 mikir “Klo Allah SWT dah ngasih,berarti nurut Allah qt berdua dah siap..Semuanya pasti dah diatur ma Allah”.. Aq juga nanya ke suami dah siap pa blm? Dia juga bingung :D klo feeling nyokapnya beneran, segitu cptnya qt langsung dikasih rezeki yg ga ternilai sm Allah ^o^ “Allah tau Yank mana yg terbaik bwt qt :*..” aq ngom gt aja ma suami…

Minggu pagi tiba juga, qt berdua lgs bangun en aq buru2 cr wadah trus ke kamar mandi :D pas buka bungkus test packnya, qt deg2an bgt! Campur aduk deh pas nyelupin test pack ke urin, suami sibuk ngitung waktu berapa lama tu test pack harusnya dcelupin.. Garis Merah pertama muncul… Terlihat garis merah muncul dua2nya, qt berdua reflek lgs liat2an!! Campur aduk bgt perasaannya en cuma keluar kata “Yank..”.. Suami langsung aja cium trus meluk en bilang “Selamat ya, Ayank hamil en mo jadi ibu.. muach muach”, yg muka ku msh kaget,ga percaya trus berulang ngom ma suami “Yaaaank, bener ga siiiieee???”.. untuk buat aq makin yakin suami bakal beliin 3 test pack lg dr yg paling murah mpe yg mahal :D

Berhari2 perasaan seneng,kaget,ga percaya nyampur abis :D en makin menjadi aja mual dtiap pagi en hampir sepanjang hari.. Untungnya ga sampe muntah :D en mertua pun nanya ke suami hasilnya, suami bilang “Positif Ma..” Nyokapnya cuma bilang alhamdulillah,dijaga baik2.. Langsung deh nghubungi nyokap yg nun jauh dsana, trus nyokap bilang djaga baik2 skr en belum perlu ke dokter,tunggu 2 minggu ajah lagi, biar pasti…

Udh deh qt ikutin yg orang tua bilang…Awal yg baru ^-^


Nov
6

Beginning!!!

Posted by Fhutrie

Awalnya ga ngerasain apa2… Meski haid udh telat, tp cuek aja coz haid ku emang suka telat :D

Jadi, ya udh tetep aja jalan2 sama nyokap (wkt itu nyokap ma bokap maen kBogor, sekalian bokap ada dinas di jakarta, tp bokap pulang duluan).

Selama nyokap ada di Bogor, ga ada yg aneh sama badanku..Karna suami dah pulang drsulawesi, so nyokap hrs pulang jg. Inget bgt wkt itu nyokap mo pulang tgl 22 juli, jd tgl 21 nya aq ma suami ke mangga dua (MangDu) dl, ada titipan adekku. Nah dsitu aq ngerasa mual, aq mukirnya pasti magh kambuh,coz blm mkn ap2, suma gorengan. Ya udh, suami nemenin makan di foodcourtnya MangDu. Habis mkn,udh biasa lg perutnya..

Pulang dr MangDu dah mlm tuh.. Eh pas mo mandi kliatan “dapet” tp blm banyak, ya udh aq pikir besoknya psti bakal banyak nie, mudah2an pas nganterin nyokap ke bandara ga “tembus” :D

Pagi2nya mo mandi, ngerasa sdikit aneh, kok haidnya ga banyak ya? tp tetep aja positif thinking, “oh,mgk nanti kali ya..”. Siap2 deh kbandara ma nyokap, tp suami ga bs nganter coz dah masuk kerja!! :( Sendirian deh nganternya trus pulang so pasti :(

… Nyokap dah cek in,aq lgs cabs ke bogor lg.. beli mkn dll dulu (dr pagi blm mkn *tetep*), agak eneg lg perutnya.. Kebetulan sblm beli mkn, nglewatin tukang jualan rujak, “ih kayaknya enak deh, seger gt..”, so beli deh.. Pas nyampe rumah, ad mie ayam lewat,kpengen, beli juga deh :D Krn eneg itu td, ga nafsu mkn nasi, jd makan mie ayam aja en rujak (bandel yah) :D

*Continue…*


Jul
15

Especially for you

Posted by Fhutrie

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was
Going through
All the time we were apart I thought
Of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that
Way too
And if dreams were wings, you
Know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you

No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And now were back together,
Together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I’m certain that our love was
Meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now I’m next to you

I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out the love
Inside you, oh and
Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that I’m next to you
No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the
Sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you